last night the wind was gusting up to 60 (is that possible?) MPH and i felt that the window over our bed was going to blow in on us at any second. i heard a portion of a freight train was derailed due to wind west of here in sandusky, ohio. it was very frightening. we could feel a serious draft, prompting stephen to ask if the window was open. and i think i had a dream about caulking the window frame!

i was up a couple of times because of the wind but not because of the babies...i think, i THINK--- dare i even say it---that they are now sleeping through the night. mainly due to the fact that we are no longer nursing.

i am mourning closing that door forever.

it's sad.